For me, old age has arrived relatively slowly and gently (so far). However, its velocity increases. On Monday, I thought the stock market was closed and the mail wouldn’t be delivered on Presidents Day. Cathey mentioned a stock transaction just as I saw the postal carrier at our mail box. I assured myself that I wasn’t confused, just disoriented. (Note to self: Presidents Day is February 19th.)
Walter Brueggemann helps me with aging. He sees in the Bible a rhythm of orientation, disorientation and reorientation. One example is Adam and Eve in the Garden, where a blessed equilibrium was disrupted by a sudden awareness of nakedness, restored when God provided suitable clothing for the First Couple after their not-so-smart choice of sandpaper-like fig leaves for loin cloths.
Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent, is a time for reorientation, for remembering who we are, where we are and what time it is. As my illusion of self-reliance fades, I need some reorientation.
From “Circle of Life,” a 4-minute animated video by Walt Disney Records; Lebo M., composer; Carmen Twillie, vocalist, via YouTube.